Last Sunday's escape from the hospital went so well, I'm going out again today.
I would never have guessed from how I felt last week that I'd be able to get out. Once my fever broke, I have felt stronger each day. I'm still not able to eat much. It is not so much nausea as food tasting bad because of the medications I'm on and the assault the chemo made on my whole digestive track. At home on Sunday, while watching the last show of the Soprano's season that Daniel had recorded for me, I ate two pieces of pizza without difficulty. My distaste for food may also be related to the repetition of hospital food and and the general smell in here.
I have a quarter inch of fuzzy grey hair now. It should fall out any day now as the result of the second chemo round. I'm getting used to being bald and can't remember what I looked like with hair without looking at a picture. I've put a picture of me having a really good "hair day" on my wall, to remind myself that it will be ok to have hair again.
Daniel got the Bette Crocker award for laundry yesterday. He came in last night with a big bag of folded clothes and declared that all the laundry was done and put away. How can two people produce so much laundry? And he completely prepared our apartment for the visit of our housecleaner. Why is it that we spend time preparing to have a place cleaned? Beanie had sent me this amazing "pop-up" card of a flower pot. It was a good way to present him with a well deserved Bette Crocker award.
I'm sitting in my black glider right now getting an antibiotic infusion. Daniel will pick me up downstairs and I'll have eight hours from the time they started this infusion before I have to be back here for the next one. hmmm I guess I'd better get dressed for my day out.
And what a day pass it was. It was just unbelievable and so wonderful to have Bonnie and Daniel with us this afternoon and early evening. I thank God everyday that I met you both and am so grateful for even the smallest times together, laughing, cooking, even the saying "farewell and see you soon".
Posted by: BK Hipsher | June 13, 2006 at 07:59 PM
Bonnie,
Sorry to be such a distant friend and sorry to hear about your troubles. Susan and are just completing a move to Portland to be with our older daughter Andee. We are helping her buy and fix up her first house.
Thinking of you...
Love,
Charlie
Posted by: Charlie Hoerner | July 18, 2006 at 06:47 PM